maybe i'm too independent for my own good. is it wrong to think that i would want to be with somebody not just for the sake of being with somebody? i'm frustrated with the idea that dave may simply be scared of being alone. in the long run, maybe it's because i'm just as scared of that. but as for right now, being alone doesn't make me bat an eyelash. i've learned that it's not necessary to my happiness to have a boyfriend, so why go crazy over it. it's hard for me to reconcile our differences when it comes to this, because it's just too drastic. then again, once being with somebody happens, it's hard to go back. i feel a mess.